Hey everyone that reads this. This is probably gonna be my last entry. Not sure. Life's not going to well but school goin fine. I don't have much to say but wanted to use this as a method of saying Bye. So Bye everyone untill some way we meet again  Wow life's different with everyone gone. Haha... I bet Jonhathan even forgot about me. even thought I hang out with a lot of people everyday I feel lonely. Its not a normal loneliness. This has a cruel mind cracking side to it. but I found out when something bads gonna happen... you cant avoid it. So might as well take it head on.Umm... cant say bye to Nancy through xanga so not sure if i'll even be in contact with her again...well laterz brigitte and chanel and other tree people.

Theres a fork in the road and i took the other path. simple as that. But who knows the paths may meet again as my sis says... "all roads lead to rome"...(no idea where she got that saying from though)

I MISS MY FRIENDS!!! I just want to see everyone again instead of talking on the phone all the time!!! I want to go to movies, Theme Parks, Fairs, anything will do. I just WANNA SEE EVERYONE AGAIN!!!

--Lust is always there in everone's mind.But you have to know it to crave it. I know what "lust" is. I feel it every day. Every night. Your lucky if you dont know what "lust" is.Pure and innocent is the way to live... but only for so long.Becuz "lust" is always there and has been there waiting to swallow your thoughts whole and only make you think about one thing. "Lust."

Isn't there actually multiple meaniongs to lust? Doesnt it just mean "desire" mainly but where and how its put into a sentence change it??? someone answer me plzzz. 

I don mean wat I said about my mom... ~sigh~ See was juz snaping at everyoen yesterday and constantly complaining and yellin. So I had to escape so I grabbed my stuff and walked out the door.Came home at about 11 and got in bed and watched TV.She walks in from living room and starts yelling again.....Errr she going through something or iz it juz her... Dunno???

OK now lemme see. I got new fav's on TV anime. I like Inuyasha the bestest still but got caught by Gundam Seed..... hehe.... My sis thinks I am gay again cuz I said "I wanna know if the guy in Gundam seed will ever see the girl that he saved again? I gotta find out..." Errr Im juz interested not Gay Diana!!! Errr and I also like the new Anime WOLF'S RAIN. Its soooo KOOOL. 4 guys waondering around a new secluded world of the future where they believe Humans evolved from wolves and some humans are in contact with their inner wolf and can turn into wolves or somethin like that.    OK     The way I juz explained it made it seem LAME. Juz watch it for yourself its on every Saturday at like 11:30pm to 12:00am. ITS KOOL.

Hmm getting boredd... Gotta see the talent show hehe and tonight iz da Music Concert... Hurrray! NOT! -_-.... Sitting on my couch at 6 am watching TV upside down _-_ . I feel like falling again.... Im gonna go to my friends house to fall.

I went to a friends house and  we were running around house becuz his Aunt;s German Shepeard started chasing him than he ran by me and the dog turned around when he slammed the door and it ran towards me so I stood there thinking it juz wanted to play.... WRONG... Den it jumped onto me (like pouncing) and started clawwing me... it hurt... i thought it was juz a dumb dog dat didnt know how to play with humans when it started to growl... I got up and ran upstairs and shut the master bedroom door. I called my friends house with my cell phone so we can communicate like walkie talkies[LAME] I told him to cvome and he did when the dog was in kitchen. He ran as fast as he could but the dog heard and came into the room... He threw a pillo at it and ran to the side when I juz dashed at the door and he called me a Chiucken.. so I went back and pulled the sheets over the dohg and we both ran out... we looked around to look for a place to go and the dog came out from the room... We were dead LOL... I looked down over the railing.... saw some couches and an old mattress in the guess Den ... not room---Den.... So I was like should we jump??? He was like hell no...dog-GROWL... Ya maybe we should.. I pushed him over .. LOL .. and he landed safely so I jumped also and we both ran out the front door and shut it.

Yep I am mean ... hehe ... Pushing him over first ahahahahaha... Well at least I knew it was safe and technically I saved him from being Bite by a dog.. Later his aunt came back and said "Hey boys dont play with the dog ok? He is kinda untrained." We were like DUH!!! And that was on Tuesday night.

Ahh the jump felt good it was scary first but then you felt like you were being lifted not falling and next time ill make sure to add a extra mattress.. one is enuff but its kinda hurts your neck. It was fun we fell a whole two stories... not one story... his house is big... we had enuff space to run around from a dog so ya its BIG... KK well Im borrrred again and skool starts in 25 minutes gotta jet laterz peepz. 

Hey people............ Errr ..... long time no write. Hmm I like my xanga better now.... hehe... Welll not much happens in 4 months... hmmm... maybe during the dsummer something kool will happen. Welll I'm bored to deathhhhhh. Errr outta some trouble now juz gotta hope mom dont find out I wasted 400 bucks hehehe..... Errr I dont think she wont notice that much money gone... MOMMMY... I'M DEAD! Wait why am I calling whose gonna kill me for help??? Well ya I'm borrrred. Errr talent show and Music Performance comin up and Juz to say i dont like it when people type like this: "See hiw Ima tipin lik dis... its sooo annoyin som timz. you barly understand'em 4 1 ting anda uz dun have datime 2 reed all dis in dis 4rm." I hate it when people type like that... not really annoying but hard to reeead.err my mom is a **********************************************!!!